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Speaking to God

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Underneath the covers of the bed,
in the darkness of the single mind,
a bead of light grows. And from it,
a terrible signal, calling, calling,
beneath the sea of drowned stars,
we call it out. God.
His ancient stone face.
His terrible unmoving brow.
His eyes like black planets.
God, we call out, God.
Rooting around for a bit of incense,
a lamb, a nephew, for a neck to cut,
or a word to burn. No, it's
just a tawdry, meaningless bauble.
Never anything great to offer.
And he stands up and moves
across the sky, like an old woman
bones luminous as quartz or galena.
And he stands up and does not hear
our cries. And he is moving across
the empty room of the sky, a nurse,
an immigrant, a migrant crane,
a gossiping attendant, a feverish head,
a tax accountant, a distant, unfamiliar cousin
twice removed, who once,
without knowing your name or
looking up from his game,
refused to speak to you.
Title comes from a Sylvia Plath quote referring to her act of praying for her dying father (diabetes, but he confused it as lung cancer T_T), "I'll never speak to God again." Lots of dimension to that quote. Could be misconstrued as a daughter equivalating her father with God; which comes with its own set of sexist/problematic connotations. Not to mention implicative of incest possibly, of father-worship definitely. But I love Sylvia Plath too much to even refer to her using the casual register and informal affection of the phrase "that crazy bitch", mostly because of the already heady atmosphere of criticism surrounding her work. Still, a complicated oversight deserves a complicated address. Hopefully, it's a direct address and not a P.O. box because we're American dammit. Luxury, even in its unconscious demand, remains an absolute necessity to our method of continuing. 
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